Bruce Toews (masterofmusings) wrote,
Bruce Toews

Profuse Apology

Every now and then you do something horrible, and the more people mention it, the worse you feel. It's hard to come to a public forum like this and apologize for everyone to see. You have to admit what you've done, there's no denying it later, it basically means your life, or at least that part of it, is an open book.

Yet sometimes, that public humiliation is the only real way to attone for a transgression of this magnitude. I don't know how many people have been affected by what I did, but I do know that no one who was should be excluded. I've done what I did, I can't undo it. If you were hurt by my actions or inactions, all I can say is that I am truly sorry. You are my friends, my friends deserve the best for me. Whether kittytech can see her way to forgive me, to again be able to utter my name without tears, I'll be grateful. I have to make up for what I did, and an apology here, while it won't erase the past, I hope it is viewed as a start. So here goes. Yes, I forgot to mention cheese as a popcorn flavor. I'm sorry, okay?

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